digdeep_andsee

digdeep_andsee @ 2007-09-29T15:11:00

2007-09-29T07:12:47Z

i swear toilet plunging is an art!
and i'm an artiste!

digdeep_andsee @ 2007-09-23T08:23:00

2007-09-23T00:26:09Z

boys can be pretty disgusting majorty of the time.
and it makes me so sick.
their perverts! 24/7

digdeep_andsee @ 2007-09-22T16:58:00

2007-09-22T09:13:02Z

you know in singapore.
there's no such thing as
taking year off to know what you truly want to do.
its always about rushing before its too late.
"hurry get this done before you turn __!"
(__= the age)
like for dance you're too old to learn to do professional dance at 25.
(yes the age 25 if you didn't know)

i'm only 18 and i feel the pressure of like a 40 year old!
sometimes i do think about mum's proposal
of shipping me off to the US.

i feel like i'm having a mid life crisis at the age of 18!
eighteen!
all i feel like doing is taking a year off.
and start life over again.

with the on going diploma i'm taking.
plus the re-take of my math paper
plus the family
plus work,

i feel like i've got no space to let myself breathe let alone start a new.
and all i'm doing is standing still, absorbing whatever's thrown in my corner.
like a sponge. absorbing absorbing absorbing
i feel like a machine's that all rusty and old, yet still put to work.
(i know it doesn't exactly make sense to you cause i'm 18)

(can you imagine other people?
other friends of mine at nafa are handling so much more
and i don't know how they do it)

but what i'm trying to say is that, pressure is good.
pushing your limits is good.
but only if you know how to do it right?
and the red dot, is pushing too much.
we look good to the world.
but inside...?
you take an experiment.
walk down a street any street with people.
count and see for yourself.
how many of us are smiling?
vs how many of us that are busy on our blackberry, pda...
and not smiling one bit?

i think we're overworked here.

digdeep_andsee @ 2007-09-22T15:43:00

2007-09-22T08:04:24Z

alright, this is my christmas list for this year.
strike one by one off for me.
(if you know what i mean)=Pp

1. Rubic's Cube
2. Topshop Card
3. Winter Bear (BABW)
4. Necklaces
5. Bracelets
6. My Little Pony Plushie (set of 4) [They sell it in Toys 'R' Us
7. Havanna Sandals
8. HARRY POTTER DVD (the ORIGINAL!)
9. A New Brain
10. Mummy And Daddy To Be Happy.
(But not at the expense of my own happiness.)
__________________________________________________________________

Why did you look so sad?
Why did you look so hurt?
Why did you look so numb?
Why did you look so stressed?
Why did you look so tired?
Why did you look so worried?
Why did you look so neutral?
Why did you only you look optimistic about life?
Why did you look so perfectionist-like?
Why did you look so different?
Why did you look so insecure?
Why did you look so tormented?
Why Singaporeans?Why?

digdeep_andsee @ 2007-09-21T12:16:00

2007-09-21T04:18:15Z

http://community.livejournal.com/createasyougo/

visit me there!

digdeep_andsee @ 2007-09-20T16:50:00

2007-09-20T08:52:03Z

i'm grumpy.
sick. and alone.
i seek some form of human company now!
---
i'm really thinking about selling shoes.
please do tell me what you think.
then again.
who even comes to my journal?
haha.

digdeep_andsee @ 2007-09-20T12:29:00

2007-09-20T04:32:04Z

i'm sick.
i missed class.
and grandma can make me a millionaire
if i were rewarded a dollar for every nag she made.

i'm hungry for oh so good high class food.=((
mummy promised but it never happened.
it was suppose to happen 4 months ago=((

stupid travel and living cooking shows.
they always make me hungry.

digdeep_andsee @ 2007-09-18T07:33:00

2007-09-17T23:35:01Z

i need to pee every 5 minutes and its annoying me!
=((.
i don't feel like working.
ask bladder to stop wanting to pee!

digdeep_andsee @ 2007-09-17T11:14:00

2007-09-17T03:22:21Z

you know a production isn't very successful
when you see people trying to look at the booklet
in pitch dark.

the majority was mediocre,
the minority was nice.
minority being 2 pieces.
---

i'm thinking of setting up a little business with pumps.
i'll personalize it for you the way you want and the price is affordable.
your opinions?

digdeep_andsee @ 2007-09-12T23:10:00

2007-09-12T15:14:13Z

stupid mood swings.

digdeep_andsee @ 2007-09-10T23:23:00

2007-09-10T15:29:10Z

I Miss Shinn!=((
Haven't seen her in 45665487667 years!
ok i'm over doing it but yeah i haven't seen her for so long!
and we haven't talked one on one in like eons.
like bro! come find me!
you live so godamnear me!

digdeep_andsee @ 2007-09-10T21:27:00

2007-09-10T13:33:07Z

"Hi welcome to build a bear workshop!"

"you don't need someone to change your life for the better
you can choose to change your own life, lead it your own
you don't need someone to tell you what you should or should not do,
although a once in a while wake up call by a friend its ok"

don't let yourself be the victim of your own stupidity.

my entry got deleted, but i guess its ok, since i'm feeling pretty optimistic.

XOXO,
Mellie

digdeep_andsee @ 2007-09-08T22:29:00

2007-09-08T14:49:32Z

I have a tinge of regret not watching
The Legacy Of Goh Choo San.
I heard that it was damn good.
Shit.
Should've just gone for it.

I like avacado milkshakes.

digdeep_andsee @ 2007-09-08T17:21:00

2007-09-08T09:58:42Z

by nature i'm quite shy and quiet.
by fault i'm loud, and seen as someone i'm not.
by fault, of no one but my own,
that makes me who i am today.
and i hate myself